people don't do things mindlessly, did you know that? for everything someone does, she/he does have a reason behind it. it's not simply for fun, peace, laughter and joy of course. there's a reason untold, that lies beneath all.
when it's time to speak, the truth will be told. when the jigsaw pieces starts to fall in place, you'll understood me. it's no use being digusted with me. you don't know what's going through my mind. i don't want you to ask, cause yes. i don't want you to know. why? hah. must i tell you anyway?