YAY IM SO SPIRITUALLY HIGH RIGHT NOW !
just came back from church camp :D
okay ill tell you about camp now.

day one :
met at church and bused to CHOICE retreat centre or smth. reached there and the catheists(sorry if mispelled) broke us up into groups,as roomates. so finally zoa;steph kok;steph bay;rachel;renee were my roomates la. so we went up to our room. mannn it was so small,and has like four beds and loads of matresses. went down, ate lunch. then went up to the session room and started singing for awhile. after that they told us to go into our group which is me,amanda phua,lynette,lavania,max james and daniel.woots, at least my group has two more ijtpians. haha. played some games. hahah and we had to make one envelope named as "my fuzzy envelope" and people may leave tags or letters in there. at night was praise and worship. someone was telling us about how people sacrifice their life for god and he also told us the story of the prodigal son. mann it was so meaningful! i was holding back my tears and im sure others was too. oh yeah before i forget, elaine they all were like suaning CHERIE and someone else ! hah okay lets continue on with day two. xD

day two:
i was like shivering at night and shook the bed which made steph kok wake up. HAHAH ! we shared a pillow. rachel wanted to lend me hers but i refused cause i dont want her to suffer without a pillow xD okay and in the morning i just realised i had my period !! okay i know some people whom i sometimes hang out with have theirs too but that can spread to me huh ! SUAY SUAY. lol. had mass. and played games. i tell you it was like damn gross laa, except the water bombs. we were trying to aim at our faciliator, sherlyn (ex ijtpian) and man i tell you she was wet ! after that had lunch and went up to singgg again. ahah those actions were lame and retarded. but ohwell, must bear with it la.took photos ater lunch.went up to session room and prayed and later we had to go for confession. i ended up talking to an ang mor priest but he was very gentle and sweet! i almost cried after i said my confessions but i held my tears back. when the priest prayed for me it was really touching and yeah, my soul was cleansed again. dinner was praise and worship. it was sooo nice i tell you. the session room was quiet and a photo of jesus was hung in front of the room with a crucifix in front and eveleyn the other faciliators were praying and singing some songs. one of them said something about god and it really touched me. so amanda phua and i cried la. i think the guy sitting in front of me was crying too. hahah amanda handed me tissue paper cause my tears kept falling down and sheryln was like comforting me. later on.. they started to pray for each of us. i stood up, and evelyn and sherlyn told me to close my eyes and asked me to picture the relationship with me and god. i held up my hand and held evelyn's and sherlyn was holding my shoulder behind me in case i faint xD evelyn started praying and i started crying again cause it really touched me alot. after im done i sat down and cried again. i kept on looking at the picture of god and kept on telling myself how wonderful god is. he is like, so pure, so gentle. god doesnt give you choices too. i cant even explain how god loves each and every one of you, but he doesnt even ask you to love him back. sigh. i cried for like 15mins and james sitting beside me saw and gave me a tissue paper but i refused cause there's like 3 more on the floor ! hahahah ! rachel saw me crying and she asked me to hold hands together with her and gracemary. amandaphua joined in later. so yeah. YUSHI AND CHEIR WHY MUST YOU LEAVE HUH ! IM GONNA MISS YOU ! ):

day three (today) :
woke up at about 745. had breakfast and went up to session room and singgg.well something really bad happened to x and she was like crying and all and i really dont wanna say it here cause its really BAD. after that rehearsed skit. saw the dead cockroach on the floor and john picked it up on the legs and scared me and amanda ! so we was like freaking out. our skit was like this. max and john shot james cause they thought he was rich with all those expensive clothes he was wearing and i was passing by and screamed at james cause i thought he was dead and called the police. the policemen(julia and lynette) came and arrest them and they went to jail. james was sent to hospital by lavania and daniel. after that, max was realeased from jail earlier and happened to see james on the street coicidentally and they finally recognised each other and became friends as max had told him that he is a changed man and james had forgiven him. later john was realised and didnt believe that james was still alive cause he had been shot. so the three of them met up again and john was like speechless. so yeah. the end of story. ate lunch and practised again. at l.15pm we went up and packed our stuff and carried our bags down. after awhile boarded the bus and arrvied at church. i slept and marlie was like waking me up. hah. went up the stage and performed our skit. it was sooo funny i tell you. and i was feeling maluated cause my screaming sounds so stupid and some people were laughing. sherlyn said it sounded cute?! bluek. hah. anyway other skits were funny too ! jeremy and someone else we like acting as mary and someone else and their girl voice is like so GAY! i was seriously laughing my ass out. its like as if girls would talk like that ! HEHEH ! had mass and i cabbed home. (:
by the way, thank you all who had wrote dropped in those nice and sweet letters into my envelope ! i recieved about like 20?! okay thats suprising. love you all sweets :DD

whalao! maple and jane earned 20bucks today and ytd ! not fair ! i was at camp ! pfffttt well im off to work tomorrow after props meeting xD