Sigh, i'm feeling so moody now. Ms Shanthi's talk actually made me think of things i've never thought before. Now i'm scared. Now i've regretted not studying hard enough. Now i know what the consequences are if you dont work hard. Education is the key to success. Believe it or not.

I'm gonna recieve my report book tomorrow. Whether good or bad, i have to learn to accept my results. I need to move on and not just give up like that. I need to perservere. I need to good grades to achieve what i want in life. I have to make God & my parents proud of me. They love me. I love them too. There are 17 failers in my class. 8 will be retained in Sec 3 and the other 9 will be in advanced. In simple words, you have not met the criteria to get promoted but the teachers push you up to the next level cuz they think you have the potential to do better but ther'll be a test on 9 & 10 November i think. The rest of the class are automatically promoted. I'm happy for them.

Typing this all out made me cry. Right above me is a crucifix. God is looking at me.